missing my kiddos

i just got off my daily phone chat w/ the kiddos. i had my second chat for the day (i love having mobile to mobile minutes). they just called me up to tell me jokes and to sing to me. hearing from london and chase is just plain cute. even holland's shrieks warms my heart. they're growing up so fast! i haven't seen them since early october. i miss them unbelievably so much-it hurts. i think it may be better if i don't talk to them every day because it makes me miss them even more. :P sometimes i just want to take off to LA to see them. unfortunately, i have obligations this week so i can't. :( hopefully i will be able to see them soon but that may not be for another 3 weeks. luckily, they are just a 5 hour drive away.

this is one of my fave pics:
chase is asking me if i want a fork, grandma is looking at chase, london is holding the chandelier, holland is looking at mommy, grandpa is holding london from falling, and my sis is the only one really smiling at the camera. funny.