this is really weird...i think i am becoming addicted to exercise. i have gone three times this week and told myself that i would take a break today. my body is craving it! i am afraid if i don't go today i will get lazy again. if i go today my joints are going to start aching again. oh my, what to do, what to do...is there a happy medium concerning exercise? i am going to try to stay at home and clean-oooh! a "form" of exercise! ok, maybe that's how i will justify it. yes, i need justification! altho shopping is calling my name...uh oh, another chapter of my very exciting life. hah.

some may have noticed my distaste for christmas music. here's my explanation: i'm tired of "commercial christmas". all the crazy sales, commercials, "holiday" music playing every moment, especially all that spending, spending, spending! just to get in the "christmas" mood. it's starting to stress me out thinking of gifts to get coworkers, family, and friends. do i need this kind of superficial stress and added white hairs? i say BAAAA humbug! i think i may need some snow to get me more in the mood being from the midwest 'n all. but darn it, that white stuff sure is cold!

coffee count: yesterday & today ZILCH, can i make it through friday? possibly not. :P